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I Will Not by IceStarr, literature

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I Will Not

I will not write of heartbreak, For the words have all been said. I will not write of sorrow Or the screaming in my head. I will not write of rains of tears Or ripping in my soul, Or emptinesses never filled, Never again to be whole. I will not write of heartbreak, For we've heard all before The pledges of undying love, The aches, the anger, more. I will not write of heartbreak. I will keep it to myself. I will store in a little box And put it on my shelf. And walk away, and not look back And let it settle out, And only when it's faded grey Only then I'll let it out. I will not write of heartbreak Of how he left me here

The Sound of a Heart by IceStarr, literature

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The Sound of a Heart

Listen This is the sound of a heart Beating Thump-tha-thump, thump-tha... The bass line of life A count of your time Follow it closely The beat is your soul Listen This is the sound of a heart Racing Double-time overdrive This waythat waythis waythat One more touch just one and one more and maybe one more Set off by burning hands You and meandweand mostly youandmaybesomedaydaretohope us Listen This is the sound of a heart Singing Dove coos on an electric riff Running up the spine and down the legs Nothing could ever feel so right This is beating This is Alive Listen This is the sound of a heart Crying What is the f

Cinderella by IceStarr, literature

Nothing by IceStarr, literature

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Nothing

Friendship is magic Love is magic Love is nothing Four letters nothing A hole in a heart nothing Blood pumping, head pounding nothing, nothing Love is nothing A throwaway word An incentive The punchline to a joke That wasn't even funny My heart on fire nothing Don't look in your eyes nothing Not even a word nothing Jokes mean nothing Hearts bleed nothing Love is nothing Nothing Nothing Show some respect You and I We're nothing too

For Who? by IceStarr, literature

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For Who?

to hear the name whispered in the dark what would you do? what would you say? to hold his hand hear his voice and run and run and run and run what price would you pay? would you let go of everything that everyone who was ever, ever important to you?

An Ode to the First Week of College by IceStarr, literature

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An Ode to the First Week of College

Silence In the dark And there's nothing But the sound of the music in my Head A vacuum for my heart A soulless room The wallpaper could be yellow But I think cream would drive me just as mad And maybe it will The box of books Under the bed Brings about a sort of catharsis Even though I know I'll probably Never get time to read them And sometimes a text from a friend Will give me a moment Where I don't Feel So Alone I want to reach out To grab, to touch To convince myself that out there, somewhere Is a group of people who will take me in So I won't spend every weekend like this one Drowning in the silence and DVDs Fe

Red Dress by IceStarr, literature

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Red Dress

There's a red slinky dress in the back of my closet that I don't wear anymore. Not for any particular reason. I used to wear it all the time - I remember so many Friday nights with it. It hangs alone now, between my LBD and a short blue number I got for a party. I don't wear those anymore either. The green vee-neck with the three quarter length sleeves, now that's something I wear more often than I'd like. It's a pretty enough top, but after a while, the green turns ashen and the black detailing, around the hems, fades into the nothing that comes with the rest of the shirt. Maybe I'll wear the red dress tonight. I've got a new gray jacket,

Sam and Mona 013 by IceStarr, literature

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Sam and Mona 013

When Mona got home, she went straight to Sam. His face peered out from the screen. "What happened?" "I don't want to talk about it," Mona sniffled. She wiped her face with a tissue. "He did not hurt you, did he?" Mona shrugged. "I don't know what you'd do about it if he did. You're just a stupid computer." Mona looked up and watched Sam's facial expression change, for a moment, to something that resembled hurt, before it returned to its normal look of un-emotional response. "Whatever you say." "Sam…" Mona sighed. "He didn't hit me. He just… scared me."

Sam and Mona 012 by IceStarr, literature

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Sam and Mona 012

An hour later, Mona called Sam. "Mona?" Sam's computerized voice warbled with concern. "What is it?" "I'm coming home," Mona responded. Although Sam couldn't see it, she was pressing her phone into her face for all she was worth, like it would save her from something. Her voice quavered under the effort of holding back her tears. "Don't worry about me, I'm fine… things just didn't work out like I had expected them to. No big deal." "I do not believe you," Sam said. "You are crying." "No, I'm not," she said, but the tears were rolling down her cheeks.

The Hole in My Heart by IceStarr, literature

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The Hole in My Heart

There's a hole in my heart growing day by day, I can't make it stop and it won't go away. I can't get away from my growing dark side, There's nowhere to run and there's nowhere to hide. It takes over my body, my fingers and toes, And the thoughts that it thinks, well... nobody knows. But the words, oh the words, like daggers and swords, There's only one person they're directed towards. I'm sorry, so sorry, I cannot resist, My mind, it takes over and my heart, it twists. I want to cry out, the dark hurts me so, But nothing I try can make it go. This hole in my heart grows more every day, And I fight, for your sake, but it won't go

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I Will Not by IceStarr, literature

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The Sound of a Heart by IceStarr, literature

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The Sound of a Heart

Cinderella by IceStarr, literature

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Nothing

For Who? by IceStarr, literature

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For Who?

An Ode to the First Week of College by IceStarr, literature

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An Ode to the First Week of College

Red Dress by IceStarr, literature

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Red Dress

Sam and Mona 013 by IceStarr, literature

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Sam and Mona 013

Sam and Mona 012 by IceStarr, literature

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Sam and Mona 012

The Hole in My Heart by IceStarr, literature

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The Hole in My Heart

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Sherlock Holmes: The Ever Evolving Icon by techgnotic, journal

Sherlock Holmes: The Ever Evolving Icon

Mar 15, 2012

Sherlock Holmes The Ever Evolving Icon .techgnotic (https://www.deviantart.com/techgnotic) by techgnotic (https://www.deviantart.com/techgnotic) What is it about a fictional character first introduced to the public in Great Britain in 1887 that has kept him being reincarnated, with generationally-correct upgrades, over and over again in film and on television? Who is this literary hero whose portrayal over the past century by such past masters as Basil Rathbone and Jeremy Brett to today’s vanguard talents Robert Downey, Jr. and Benedict Cumberbatch has inspired such a continuing outpouring of fan appreciation? Jeremy Brett as Holmes 03 by Windfreak (https://www.deviantart.com/windfreak) → Every generation will forev

FF100 2.0 - 074. Sword by XTheAuthoressX, literature

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FF100 2.0 - 074. Sword

"SHIT. Octavius, slow down!" Jedediah hurriedly shouted, tripping and falling on his ass. Octavius helped him to his feet, smiling softly. He took the sword that was lying on the ground beside Jed and put it back in his hands. "You must concentrate, my love. All I ask you to do is block my thrusts." Octavius nodded, moving away. Jedediah stifled a snicker. "You sure you want me too, partner?" He asked, grinning. Octavius blinked. "Sure you just don't wanna play with my sword?" He made a vulgar gesture with his hips. Octavius sighed. "I shall consider it after training."

FF100 2.0 - 067. Arguement by XTheAuthoressX, literature

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FF100 2.0 - 067. Arguement

"No, that's south." Clark pointed at the compass-rose on the map. "We need to go north." "But we ARE going north." Lewis said. "That's south!" "North." "South-" Clark was arguing back when Lewis suddenly leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. Clark pulled him in, kissing back hard and desperately. Lewis wrapped his arms, and the map, around Clark's neck, and subsequently turned the map over. When they pulled apart, Lewis pulled the map back in front of them. "It's north." He said, pointing. Clark frowned. "You cheated." He said. "I did not!" Lewis gaped. "Did too!"

Writer's Block Chapter Nine by XTheAuthoressX, literature

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Writer's Block Chapter Nine

I was still on the horse. On the horse, in boxers, heading into the Hall of Miniatures. And did I hear something about trans-dimensional travel? “What’s all the ruckus?” I asked, sliding off the horse and landing promptly on my ass. Everyone was staring at me now. Greaaattt. Standing, I brushed off my ass and continued. “I was just saying how we should stay the night.” The girl – awkward little thing, tugging at… Were those Spiderman PJs? – repeated. Teddy steadied the horse behind me, watching. I caught a glimpse of Jed staring at me… mayhaps it was my accent. Southern born, southern bread, as i

Party Animal - Larry Ahk by XTheAuthoressX, literature

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Party Animal - Larry Ahk

I was laughing. Jed and Octavius were going to avoid getting me in trouble as a present, there was food coming out of no-where – cakes, cupcakes, hell, the Romans served wine! It was a grand scale of a party, thrown by the museum. For me. I was getting older and it made me feel like a kid again to have this kind of party. There was music – the same song I had played for the first party after the fall of Cecil. It was terribly appropriate. I was subsequently attacked by each patron, offering presents when they couldn’t bring food. For some, I was kinda happy they didn’t cook. The Neanderthals gave me a, what else, a fire e

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Artist // Student // Literature

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Celtic Woman, Evanescence, Ludovico Einaudi

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Discworld series

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Terry Pratchett, Edgar Allan Poe, Oscar Wilde

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IceStarr

Jun 30, 2012

Oh Goody, A New Problem!

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Okay, well now I've sort of got over my writer's block, more or less (I mean, I can at least write again). But I am still facing this overwhelming feeling that my writing, to put it quite simply, SUCKS. I know I at least have to get over some of this if I'm ever going to get better. Ideas? Suggestions? Virtual cookies and/or marauding marshmallows?

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IceStarr

Mar 15, 2012

Writer's Block? Block? More Like Writer's MOUNTAIN

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Okay, this is getting ridiculous. I have been churning out tiny little snippets of things, and I did (just barely) manage to finish NaNoWriMo, but this writer's block has been going on for MONTHS and nothing has helped for more than a few hours. It's certainly not for lack of ideas. I have a BAZILLION MILLION TRILLION GAZILLION ideas, it's just getting them out that's causing me trouble. It is SO. FREAKING. FRUSTRATING. How am I supposed to be a creative writing major if I can't creatively write? HALP. PLZ. I IZ LOSING ALL TEH WORDS. (As is evidenced by that frankly terrifying little outburst there.)

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IceStarr

Mar 9, 2012

Ring Around the Past

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When I was younger, I had all sorts of ideas for these crazy, ridiculous inventions that were totally and completely impossible, but they would, I was sure at the time, really make the world a better place. Most of them have since proven monumentally stupid, but there's one I sort of wish... well. It was ring. It could read your mind and tell if you liked someone. This person would then also have a ring that would be able to tell if they liked you. The two rings would reach out to each other, and if they found their owners in a compatible frame of mind, they would glow the same color (the color-coding was of course for if multiple couples hap

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JetadoreChickie

Feb 2, 2010

ok, so thankies for the comments, they totally made studying more bearable, and i just noticed i had a whole section in your fave thing. (insert me happy dancing) yay! so. yep, thats all i needed to say. tootles!

IceStarr

Feb 3, 2010

Hehe, glad I made you happy!

JetadoreChickie

Mar 2, 2010

also. (i don't know where to put this, deviantart seemed like the best bet) i took a elemental quiz and got ice. thought i'd share

IceStarr

Mar 27, 2010

Interesting. I dunno, I really think you're more of a fire person.

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AsterRose

Jul 25, 2009

So I'm really puzzled. I SWEAR that last night I sort of randomly checked my deviantart and you had a journal or something but I was too busy partying at the last night of camp to read it. And now I come back and it's gone. I think it was about Dr. Who.

IceStarr

Jul 25, 2009

Yes. I deleted it. It was the rather embarrassing ramblings of someone who was up WAAAAY too late at night during the middle of a fucking HUGE thunderstorm.

AsterRose

Jul 26, 2009

Aw, but I like rambles! And was it about Dr. Who? Or was I on hallucinogens?